Nick you once called me flat chested. I think I was battling demons at the time, so, now, I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing with you... I think it's because, not once in my life have I had a relationship which Ive ever felt has a chance of going somewhere. So I'll jump ship. Of all the relationships I've had though... Today you brought your 'best friends from Yeovil' in to the shop, and I had just heard a baby crying outside which tapped straight in to my mother's heart. It will get easier. You'll probably turn up tonight pretty late, or hopefully, not at all. Things are always better when there's ... well the fact is... you don't want me around. I can feel it. And being here doing this, being me, I do want you around but I know I'm not good for you.